Love Struck

Hey there bloggers! Sorry I have been gone for the past couple days. Things have been kind of out there and I haven't been able to really think of much to write about. But a lot has happened in the last couple days. Have you ever had a person that you just couldn’t get off your mind? Some people may consider that to be love. Is it really love? No, but "Love Struck" sounded like a fitting title for this blog entry. Every time I think about him, my heart just starts beating at a rapid pace. And when I see him, I can't stop smiling for hours. Whenever I receive a text from him, I get all happy and a text from him makes my day. Now I know what you are thinking, "Toni, you aren't in love. This is just infatuation". Trust me guys I know. I am in no way in love with this guy. But I know that he makes me happy. And I haven't felt that way in such a long time. Love isn't finding someone you can live with...it is finding someone you can't live without. Have I found that person yet? No, I haven't. But I do know that I have found someone that makes me happy. And it shouldn’t just be about changing your relationship status. It should be about whether you are happy with that person or not. And I am extremely happy with him. Even if things don’t work out and we stay just friends, I would be totally okay with that. Why? Because I know that he cares about me. And at the end of the day he cares about me more than other people I know. Now my family will always be first in my life. But, eventually I am going to have to find the person I am going to spend the rest of my life with. And I think that the #1 quality you should look for in a guy, other than him being a Christian, is that he needs to be someone that makes you happy. And if he can make you happy, then everything else can be worked out. So don't base a relationship on looks or material things. Instead, look for someone who truly wants you to be happy. If that is the case then he will treat you like a queen. And you shouldn't settle for anything less.

So, am I in love? The obvious answer to that question is no, I am NOT in love. But could I potentially get there? Yes, anyone can. You just have to not be afraid of love. Sure you may get hurt and things may not always end well. But you still need to get out there and find the one that you will be able to call your forever partner. And once you find him/her then all the heartbreaks in your lifetime wont even matter anymore. And then you can have your Happily Ever After :)