Emotions Taking Over

Sometimes, I have no idea what I am feeling. There are no real words to describe my emotions at times. Like at this point in time I am not to sure what to even write about. All I do know is that sometimes I am so confused. But then it shows me that there is only one person that I can always count on to clear up confusion going on in my mind. God is the only one who knows exactly what I am feeling, even when I don't. And for that I am thankful. I just wish sometimes that there was someone on earth that could actually be there when I needed a shoulder to cry on. I hope I am not the only one who feels that way. And if I am then so be it. I just can't help but wonder sometime why things seem to go wrong and then no one is there to help you.

Will things always be like this? :'(